Kinda fed up with all of my unexpected bursts of emotions. Guess the root of all those “evil” is that I haven’t got over you yet.
Thought that I had everything under control, but I was wrong.
Still shadowed by that same ole feeling that I should’ve managed to get rid of then. Shouldn’t let it seeped in to me at the first time. Should’ve kept my head strong, and not letting my heart taking over.
What was it with you anyway?!
You claim to know me that well, yet I keep repeating myself to you.. And I’m totally tired of explaining myself over and over again just to make you see…
O well..guess you’ve drowned in your own perceptions of me, so all of those explanations I’ve made wouldn’t matter anyway…I was just pouring salt into the sea.
How stupid I am to let myself got carried away in this tangled web…the web that I built on my own…*sigh.
The tangle has spread itself now…
I need to step out of it…just for a while..to ease my mind so I could see things in perspective, so I can untangle everything.
Hence, I am leaving…and that probably the best decision I’ve made, yet. I know that you’ve grown tired of me as well…so, here I go….leaving you, disappearing. Hope you are well and happy.
I’ll be back someday, though. And there will be only one thing that connect the two of us…(that is if you still would like to continue the project).
